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BHAI

It was a long time ago, when I was quiet young... growing into puberty… changes occurring all over the body… scared and amazed though with the wide changes occurring, golden hair growing over the groin, very silky, hair coming under the armpits, moustaches and light brown beard scattered very lightly on the face. I started to feel different about myself, my cousins and friends used to read so called “ MASTRAM KI KAHANIYAN”, and DEBONAIRS, always talking about the girls, sex, boobs etc, but I was different in every respect, at that time I had no idea whatsoever was going on, but surely something was wrong I thought, I used to get errection in the class when I saw my mathematics teacher, so now a new problem aroused, had to wear an underwear too, so that my errection could be controlled.
On my 14th birthday I was really happy as I was getting out of the military school and going to live with my relatives in Kangra, very happy and very scared , I had memories of me visiting my relatives and having a crush on my eldest cousin, he was way older then me may be 15 or so yrs older…but so handsome and rugged, his face pretty chiseled and jagged, and he was very kind to me and friendly as well, used to take me out for movies, give me presents and let me sleep in his room with him, I liked everything about him but the most scary part was when he told me the stories of monsters at night…. That lead to the phobia of ghosts in me and I found myself waking up screaming at night and crying out his name... as if he was the monster. Sometimes my relatives used to get sick of my raucous screaming.
We used to sleep together at night and I used to sleep tight with him, feeling his breath on my neck, and seeing my hand rise with the rise of his broad chest, listening to the heartbeat, feeling the stinky body odor of his body, that time was great and now I felt very good and enthusiastic about going to live with them for a long time, I was really looking forward to that.
As I was thinking about my new home, an incident form the past came into my mind, about the first encounter with a man. I was visiting my relatives (same one)
During my summer holidays and it was pleasant evening at Kangra, my cousin, bua ji, uncle took me to a movie, a fete for children running in the local cinema hall, WIZARD OF OZ was the movie, as being an English language fiend, I was eager to see the all the English movies shown,
It was evening time when we left for the cinema, it was a new cinema, beautifully built with its façade designed as a large sky with its name on it, the toilets were called HIS and HERS, I really felt like I m in NEW YORK cinema.
“Chotu, u better get your bladder empty, don’t ask me to come in-between the movie”, my cousin said. Me, BHAI (my cousin) and uncle ji went to HIS, and of course the poor aunt to HERS, the toilet was nice but, what the hell, not clean. “U better watch yourself Chotu, u never know who’d touched it, Lepers, Butchers, Mechanics”, Bhai said.
“OK”.
I stood for the pee, but for a moment nothing happened, and then I looked up at Bhai and Uncle Ji with a naughty smile, NOW WHAT? Its not coming out.
“Come on”, Bhai said, “Sssssssss…….” That was Ssssss for the sound of Soo- soo.
Hmm then it came and we three giggled, then it was Bhai, and Uncle Ji, all of us peeing around, like friends, I cant tell how precious the feeling was.


Then we came back from the movie, it grew dark and my aunt suggested that we shud eat something in between at a dhaba, everyone went to VAISHNO HIMACHALI DHABA. I was not hungry but as usual embarrassed with my bladder, so I had to go and leak it off, meanwhile as I was a shy chap, I went far away from the dhaba to pee……
He is a jolly good fellow, coz he is a jolly good fellow….. Singing as usual while peeing,
“Hey what the hell u thing u are doing”? A voice said. I looked here and there, and I saw a juice shop and a guy sitting there on the stool, “why cant u ANGREZ LOG pee silently”.
We wish u a marry Christmas, we wish u a marry Christmas….I continued ignoring him, “hello Mr. Elvis Presley’ im talking to you”’ he said. “Mere uncle SDM hai, pata hai apko”, I said.
How would u like to have a free juice he told me with his broad smile and yellow teeth, I said yes and went inside the shop, he said ‘HOLD THIS’ ( his penis)
While I open a chilled fruit juice for u, I held the penis, it was huge, warm and with vein popping out of that. So I had a cold juice in one hand and a penis in the other. Hard, hot, pink. He grabbed my hand and started shaking it, the drink was cold and the penis was hot, the yellow teeth were watching.
“So your uncle is SDM”, he said. “Where”.
Then he asked me to shake the penis faster, I was sipping my drink, “HERE ONLY”, I said in reply to his question.
Good, hmmmmm, faster, his hand closed tighter over mine, tight and hard, rugged, hairy, sweaty, and FASTER.
Fast fest
Never let is rest, until the fast is faster, and the faster’s fest

Though the juice bottle was full of spit, and me full of fear, I some how cant forget the look on his unwashed face till now, I blew bubbles in the bottle and my hand giving up, and then THE THING SPITTED ON MY HAND, Yeuukkkkkk………
My hand spoiled, and his long thick penis, LIMP, soft like an old leather pouch. “Finish the drink fast”, he said “say hello to your uncle”. He turned around to wash his penis and I saw his tight buns, I washed my hand and came back, I was shocked with the incident, and yet I felt aroused when I thought of him, big frame, hot penis, nice buns, all for me………
Then I came back home and didn’t got to my relatives for over two years, and now when its time to go again, I got really thrilled by thinking of that incident, “will he remember after such a long time, will he let me hold his rod again, will he be sexy and rugged like the last time I left him”

My whole body wobbled with the single thought of that body, and now was the time to go to that place again, to the juice man with BIG PENIS, to the first cousin, to the old KANGRA hills.



So the D- day came and I was happy and sad at the same time, happy for being near to the so called BHAI of mine, but sad for loosing my friends. So after my bday bash and a cool parting party with some of my friends, I packed my bags and headed to KANGRA, my cousin came to the bus station to get me. As I got down from the bus, there he was… sexy and handsome and looking good as ever, whenever he used to meet me, his face would glow up and his eyes seemed like popping out of his head, it was like Crusoe meeting his man Friday after a long time.
While on my way home I asked him to take me to the old DHABA, where we had dinner some years back, though he was talking to me, I was just looking into his brown eyes, and from time to time just looking around to find that juice bar,
So I found it, the juice bar was there and there was the man with yellow teeth, jagged face and warm penis, the instances of that night started popping up into my head like the uncontrolled pop-ups while surfing internet.
Then we headed off to the house, and as we were driving down to home, it started to rain, my cousin stopped the car and here we were getting wet in the rain. “Chotu, come on, don’t be afraid, let the rain wash u up”. He said.
I saw him getting wet, his white t-shirt got almost transparent, his broad chest partially visible, chest I adored, huge and built,
As the rain drenched him, I found out that he was not wearing underwear, I could see the bulge from this pant, huge bulk never seen before, then I got into rain, got wet and we sat there for a long time.
We reached home and I found out that uncle and aunt had gone out for a party, the house looked same, we went to his room and I changed my clothes.
“BHAI, where is my room, I feel very tired, I want to take a power nap”, I said,
“Room”, “no room for u, you’ll be sleeping in my room, you are my hostage”, he said. And then he started sniggering…..
I could still see his body, ass, chest, and groin from his clothes, I was half aroused by that time, ‘HE IS YOUR COUSIN, ASS HOLE’, and I said to myself and left the room to make some tea for me and for him. I came back with the tea to his room, the door was open…….. Still the room had its secrets, under wears lying here and there, full of books of all kind, the floor was clean and walls whit. Everything so arranged.
I heard the noise of tap and flowing water, I went near the bathroom door, and it was open……… I could see him undress in his gleaming bathroom; he stepped out of his sodden jeans, all wet, dark blue. Difficult to get of. He pulled out his white t shirt over his head, smooth chest, arms and muscular body was there, I had never seen any guy of 33 years so muscular and so handsome, he didn’t see me coming or may be he was pretending.
I watched his body, his chest rise and his stomach going in while he was removing his clothes, his face was a bit darker than his rest of the body, he was like chocolate, I was in hard swing, my penis full tight and I never knew that it could go this big and long,
Had he seen me? Was he pretending? Was he mad? Did he know that I was on the door?

I had seen him like before, I was aware of every curve of his body but I guess he never had any kind of knowledge about this,
I studied his legs, big muscled, enormous legs. In the school I saw a gay movie, and the guy had wheatish complexion and pillar like thighs. This scene flashed before me, I was enjoying every bit of his body, and he had sculpted hollows on either side of his taut, beautiful buns. Tight buns, men’s buns never grow up, I thought. And really speaking I never like bigger arse. I saw his sexy body naked and I was almost going mad over him, but I had just no choice other than to watch it, then he turned to side and I saw the huge pipe hanging, it was much bigger then the juice bar guy, the so good shaped balls always with the penis, I was bit jealous of them at the time.
Then I closed the door and went to bed and slept, I was tired but it was hard for me to sleep after seeing those fleshy legs and ass, and huge chest. But anyhow when I woke up in the morning then I found that I had a huge so called NIGHT FALL, all my under wear was wet and sticky and it reminded me of the juice guy.
“Hey what r u doing today, wanna go and enjoy the movie or something”, Bhai asked.
“Sure, why not”? I said.
We went for a movie, and there I was again in the same toiled with a big HIS, with its S gone, so it was now HI, we both went inside, and same old story began, I told Bhai that I m afraid to pee in public, but he made me do that very easily,,,Ssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
So here again was Sssss for the Soo-Soo…
We went inside the hall, me crushing so many feet, but at last we found our seat, it was the last row and the corner seats, the theater was half full that time, the movie started, lights gone, everyone silent like dead, and me…………… ahhhhhhhhh god, I could see BHAI’s sexy body everywhere, could feel his breath on my face and smell of popcorn form his mouth, but what could I do………
“Go get something to eat, if u like”’ he said. I was half hard by that time and as I got up to fetch a patty and cold drink, his hand touched my groin and he suddenly retreated his, I went out to the toiled, peed and washed hands, got my hair wet, combed my hair, then went in again to the hall,.
In the middle of the movie I found his hands on my lap, I got fully erect by time, it was so harassing that I couldn’t conc. on the movie, he knew I guess that I had a hard on, then I found his hand on my penis, and I got so embarrassed, that I got red in the face.
“I DON’T NOW HOW IT GOT UP”, I said. He didn’t utter a word, he came close to me and kissed on my cheek, then on the neck, his breath became heavy and hotter, I could see his nerve popping up, he grabbed my penis and started biting on my neck, and suddenly I ejaculated, it was so nice, he put his hand in my pant and felt the soft but wet penis, he licked my ears, my neck and my lips, then he took my hands to penis, hard as rock, and much bigger. But I felt so embarrassed that I jerked off my hand back. Then I went to the toilet and got my self clean and when I came out he was standing out, and beckoned me to go, without uttering word, I was so embarrassed I didn’t look into his eye, just sat there quiet while he drove………. We drove past so many trees, so many animals, so many people and kids and all sort of things,
They were not embarrassed, they were happy, they could look into everyone’s eyes without any shame, it’s me who can’t see into my favorite guy’s eyes and say I love u.

“GO and freshen up and I’ll make some tea for both of us” bhai said. I was so damn scared that I didn’t utter a word.
“OK “, I said. He made the unusually fantastic tea of his, I was always a fan of everything he did, but that day I didn’t enjoy it. The tea was superb, it was not embarrassed of being bland, the cup was not embarrassed, the room was happy and smiling, only I was embarrassed….. I didn’t utter a word and went to sleep.

“Here’s your tea, chotu” he said. “Thanks bhai ji” I said.
“mom’s calling you downstairs” he said it while messing up with my hair.
“mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, bhai please don’t do that again” I said irritatingly. Well I went down stairs to meet my uncle and aunt and I felt so relieved as I didn’t know how to avoid my cousins eye contact. After having breakfast my uncle and aunt went to office and bhai went to meet his work also.

My head was full of thoughts about my cousin’s sexy body, “ I missed a f***** golden opportunity yesterday “ I thought. And his dick, his breath, his chest, his lips started flying one by one in front of me. As no one was home so I started getting undressed and I got more and more aroused and I saw my naked body in the mirror of the wall. Light brown hair on my pubes, slim slender body, I started imagining how I will touch my cousin and also started stroking my dick.

Fast fest
Never let it rest, until the fast is faster, and the faster’s fest

I was just stroking it harder and harder and suddenly I felt some one’s lips on my shoulders, OH GOD! I forgot got lock the door. And I turned with full embarrassment, but there was no one. I got dressed up and went out to the market. I was getting bored as my new school was about to start in ten day and I had nothing to do. Suddenly I saw a sign board saying “HIMACHALI VAISHNO DHABA”. I stopped there for a tea break, well my main aim was something else.

“Bhaiya ji, ik chai dena” I asked. The yellow teeth, big penis, taut butt guy came and looked at me inquisitively. “Teen rupiah hua sahib”, he said. I guess he didn’t recognize me that time. I had my tea, it was awesome tea. Just like the awesome yellow teeth guy. As already told, my bladder always embarrasses me, so here it was again. I searched for “HIS” everywhere but all in vain, so I followed to the nearest bush near the dhaba.
La la la la le la.. for he is a jolly good fellow…..

“Beta idhar aayo?” I saw the yellow teeth big penis juice guy coming to me, and as he approached me my piss stopped. “Please don’t come near”, I said. “ mein apne uncle se bol doonga”. “ Tumhare uncle SDM hai na”, he asked me. “ ha”

"Mujhe tumse kuch kaam hai, come with me” he said.
Though I didn’t want to go but my feet betrayed me and I went after him to his so called hotel.
“here! Have a glass of juice.”

He didn’t talk anything meaningful but kept on talking to me for a long time. He said that he has got new jeans for his son but doesn’t know if it will fit his son, so he asked me to wear it. “Sahib, try this jeans. I have bought this for my son. He is just your age” he said.
And came back. “Does this suit u well” he asked

“NO! It’s a bit loose from here” I said pointing towards my groin.

“Here”, he said holding my dick and balls in his hand.

He grabbed my balls in hand tightly and asked. “Fine now”
I couldn’t say anything his grip got tighter and tighter and I felt a sharp tinge of pain in my stomach and I felt like screaming, but I was standing there. All silent and to my amazement I had a hard on also.

“I must get it fit for my son to wear”, remove it and let me have a look he said
“Bhaiya, meine underwear nahi pehana hai” I said.
“No problem, you are just like my son, no problem if you are not wearing any underwear. “he said.

“Here! Hold this, you will feel good” he said giving me a glass of juice. Then he tood his penis out, and asked me to touch it gently, I started touching it gently and it started growing like anything. And suddenly it was in full bloom. I kept holding his penis and he opened my pants. And touched my little peanut*( as my cousin called it) and saw it amazingly.
“ you are going to make a woman cry one day, chotu sahib” he said.
I couldn’t understand what he said that day.


I was feeling the warmth of his penis in my hand and felt the softness of his rugged hands on my peanut* he removed all his clothes and I could see his muscular body , tight buns, hairy chest, and awesome figure, just like body builder.
He kept touching my peanut* and as he put it in his mouth I couldn’t bear it and my peanut* vomited. He kept of licking it and sucking my small balls. And he beckoned me to shake his big hot penis, the hot penis of yellow teeth( which were no more yellow, they seemed to me like black or brown) juice guy, and suddenly it spitted on me again, and this time the amount of spit was huge .my hand, elbow and neck got full of his white semen. YEUKK !!! I screamed.
He gave me a tissue to wipe and gave me one more juice to drink, “babu ji, SDM sabib ko Namaste kehna” he said.
I came back home late in the evening at around 5 pm, I was totally not able to understand it.
“ what”, “why” and all those gruesome feelings came into my mind.

“Chotu, where have you been all day” bhai asked.
“Kahin nahi, just went to have some tea and see the market” I answered hesitatingly.
“ I saw your bicycle near the dilapidated hotel, were you there by any chance.” He asked.

“No”…… “Yes” …”well just went to have a cup of tea there, that’s all” I said having my coffee and blowing bubbles in that.

“That man is evil, don’t ever go near him” he said. “EVIL, how come??” I asked.

“Just keep in mind that he is not a good guy, keep away from him, understood” he said.

“Yes”.


I went to the room and went to take a shower and all those memories started coming into my head. On one side there was my cousin (BHAI*) and on the other side was yellow teeth big penis nice butts… hmmmmm… brown teeth, big penis, nice butts juice guy.
I couldn’t get him out of my mind. When I got naked in the shower I could see my peanut* still half aroused and dripping with cum.

Took my shower, and went to bed early as I was not hungry. While in my bed I was just thinking of not going to the brown teeth, big penis, nice butts juice guy ever again.
Well as usual I screamed at night
“Bhai, I need to go to the su su. Please turn on the lights” I said.
“Come on, be a big boy, go and do it yourself” he said.

“Please, light jala do, I can’t hold it for long. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee” I screamed with pain.

Well all my pleadings were in vain, coz I heard him snore the very next moment. So I gathered some courage and went to the susu, all by myself.

I gave my self 10/10 points for being so brave. “5 stars for me for being the bravest boy in himachal for peeing all by myself. So here by I present this brave boy with SusuVir Chakra” I said to myself.

I came back to bed but I couldn’t sleep as bhai was snoring very loudly. And in no time I had a hard on.
So I put my head on his chest. “ dhak dhak…. Dhak dhak… dhak dhak,,,” the sound of his heart beat and his breath were like some heavenly instruments. He seemed like a heavenly angel with his own music and style, I felt like kissing his lips as I could see his body lying on bed in the moonlight.
Suddenly I felt that the snoring had stopped and there was increase in the heartbeat… his and mine both.
I got my head up from his chest and placed my hand there. And then I started moving my hand on his bare chest up and down.

He didn’t move and I summed up my courage and place my hand on his penis. It was large and by means much more longer and thicker than the brown teeth, big penis juice guy. I kept my hand still on his body and then got up and tried to kiss him. And he didn’t move. I knew he was awake as I know he snored loudly while sleeping. His penis was on full bloom. I was kissing him on the cheeks and chest and lips and suddenly he grabbed my lips and started sucking them. We kissed for a long time but none of us uttered a word. I stroked his penis. Well after reading so many erotic books I knew what to do with penis of men. Well both of us had a very good time that night, which we never spoke of ever!.

Well both of us pretended in the morning as nothing has happened. Bhai went to his usual daily routine work and I stayed home. I felt great but there was a sense of guilty also. In the mean time my schools started and we all got busy in the daily work, and worst of all I was give a room for myself next to bhai’s room.

After that it happened a lot between us. The body love and kissing and most of the time I pretended to be asleep and other time he pretended sleeping. Well even after all this happening between us, I had the same respect for him.

“Chotu, get your suitcase and come downstairs, I will wait for you in the car” bhai said.
“Okay”

Well I had my annual holidays and I was going to home for holidays. So I sat in the car with him. We were talking nothing, just the usual stuff. I was not embarrassed this time, but was not happy as I was to part from the person I loved and adored a lot.
We drove past so many trees, so many animals, so many people and kids and all sort of things, children playing in the mud, pigs playing together with them, dogs barking and all sorts of things happening.
But I still couldn’t say I LOVE YOU to the person I admired.

Well dogs were happy, trees were happy, birds were happy, the yellow/brown teeth, big penis, nice butts juice guy was happy, pigs were happy, but I was sad of not seeing bhai for over a month, sad for not being able to feel his breath and chest at night, sad for not being able to hug his warm body and sad for being so different than my other friends.

I had so many thoughts going on in my head that I didn’t notice that the bus station has arrived. “Come fast, teri bus na chooth jaye kahin” he said to me with that warmth like a father has for his son.
“I will miss you bhaiya” I said.
“Really, he he….. dekhna tu mere ko bilkul bhool jyaega” he said.

“ No I will miss you. SACH MEIN” I said with childish wittiness. He gave me 100 Rs before getting me onboard the bus. And I said bye with sadness in my eyes.


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